I know this topics not suitable for my blog.. but I must write this
as long as this is my blog.. I must do this..
i don't know if i have real friends..
from all i know, my friend.. they friend with me just because my talent..
i like drawing and they says " Akira, your drawing is cute!! I want all of them!!"
I don' have a beautiful face, but sometimes they say i 'm cuttest among of themm
They closes with me if I'm drawing.. ut if i do another work.. they will go after else..
they will not speak with me,, and they just will say :"Akira, can u draw a picture for me?"
I don't know what have to do..
I want a real friends.. not who always want my art..
I'm sad..
i have a bff but she not the same like else..
she was a brave and clever girl.. not like me.. I'm clever but I'm scared..
but, she not "same" like me.. we do not just race and race..
I'm malay.. but she? A chinnese girl..
we have the same talent and same favourite..
drawing and otaku.. I always lost bff..
She always give me.. urhh.. I think I must let her go..
She will get a friend; better from me..
A friend who.. clever or pretty like her.. or brave.. hmm..
I will stay alone like Alice.. but I don't have a cat.. My mom hate pet animals..
I don't have a doll.. All my doll is belonging to my "pretty" sister and " handsome" brother..
I hope I can be like her.. always smile although don't have a friends.. ok..
only that ... I must go now.. Goodbye, friends..
